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In despair

When you feel afraid of your surroundings,your own thoughts,other's comments and thoughts,there is nothing left for you but despair.
You feel you want to be free from the words,you don't want to hear anything,see anything,know anything.Even your own thoughts and imaginations that lead you to despair. You are suddenly afraid of your own being,afraid of your every step,every word,every little movement.You think every person around you is watching you,you can't move,you feel like nothing. You are nothing to anyone,anything.But then a sudden spark comes to your brain and you are out of the nightmare.

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